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i always forget about diary entries! time to make one. i feel like an egoist whenever i write these things haha

my birthday was really good! it was really fun and thank you everyone for the wishes hehe i got tons of presents, a rad birthday cake and my friends got me such cool things too so it was great~ one of them had brought me to 6flags earlier this month and so that was sweet too! :) and my brother got me eshop moneys and i still have presents from lots yet to come.. so thats exciting. another brother got me a pikachu sweater and zelda sweater, and they are so cool but i don't want to wear them because i feel like i'll get them dirty xD haha.

so all in all, it was really great. :) I am glad because.. well, okay well don't feel pity! i don't intend that. i've been getting more and more depressed lately and it just sucks so when i have so many good things happening that really puts me in a good mood so i'm happy! i'm gonna get a therapist soon, which i've always needed but never actually got. i think having one will steer me in the right direction, which i need. it will be nice to spew all my anxieties at someone without feeling bad about it xD

anyway! i hope everyone is doing well!! recently i have to apply to a lot of schools and do scholarship and grant stuff and its like gahhhh. blah. blarg. so yeah! lets get through the final stretch of the semester, guys. *__* and also maybe be distracted along the way by awesome vidgames like fantasy life, omega ruby and majoras mask

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thekingofpillowland

 

November 18, 2014 at 4:48am

It's cool that you had fun. I understand what you're going through, and it's good to hear that you can at least let yourself take your mind off of things, even if only for a little while. Hang in there!

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Kstan^dir

 

November 18, 2014 at 8:06am

Thanks! Yeah, it most definitely helps :))

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