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A ([2x2]x3.5) year old girl who just so happens to like Pokemon. And video games, for that matter.

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Turn the "maybe leaving" into "definitely leaving".

November 19, 2012 at 12:24pm

I can tell that I don't have any friends left here.

None of you will miss me anyways, except the ones that will actively track me down to talk to me again or talk to me already anyways.

I might come back, I might not. But looking at the circumstances, I don't think I am.

Goodbye.


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RUBY NOOOOOOO

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I can tell that I don't have any friends left here.

None of you will miss me anyways, except the ones that will actively track me down to talk to me again or talk to me already anyways.

I might come back, I might not. But looking at the circumstances, I don't think I am.

Goodbye.

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I suggest you see my newest dA journal entry so I don't have to repeat it all here.

I just might leave Route 50 in all this, too. I really don't see any point in being here anymore; I've fallen out with one of my closest friends, nobody likes me anymore, and I just... don't belong. I never did.

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AnExplodingRuby posted "Welp." to their journal.

I'm tired of trying to hang on, thinking something will just get better. I'm tired of being stuck in this limbo, caught between a need of friends and a feeling of abandonment. And I'm tired of all the above draining my motivation to do anything. Write stories, draw, get SOMETHING DONE IN MY STUPID LIFE, anything. I've wasted too much time doing nothing of worth.

Although my activity on here has been spotty anyways, I'm not going to be very active on here from now on. I'm still on Skype and St

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...Hey, that Skyla battle actually wasn't too painful. c:

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I'm beginning to consider leaving Route 50. For real. Like, for serious real. <_>

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Wow, you're useless, Ruby. Promising your friend a large birthday present and pretty much completely neglecting to work on it? This is why nobody did anything for YOUR birthday. Useless *****.

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Relaxing = Pretty music + "I FEEL YOUR BURNING SOUL!! WHAT A COOL GUY YOU ARE!!"? ...ewe

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My mom isn't looking forward to next Friday/Saturday because "it's going to be CRAMMED with ****ing teenage fangirls, because a new Twilight movie is out" and "teenage girls don't tip, especially ****ing fangirls".

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AnExplodingRuby posted "Magic and (maybe) Pokémon!" to their journal.

I know this is probably not a new idea, but I had a thought last night and, well, I evolved it into this. Answer this "test" in the comments and I'll give you a quick analysis on what your powers may be, as well as some other things. Who knows, I might make a story around this concept... ouo Sorry if it's a bit messy.
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Mage or Wizard?
Mages specialize in elemental powers; however it is highly unlikely a specialized Mage will use powers outside of their element(s).
Wizards are

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"Roulette
You are BANNED!
By █████"

Why does it always have to rub things in?

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One of us has to go.

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I've been disillusioned since two years ago. Not just from who I lost, but the entire site. And the latter has happened some time ago.

Maybe it would be better if I just left...

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I don't know what I'm going to do now.
I might take an actual hiatus, or a full-out indefinite leave.
I just feel... empty.

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Does anyone else here have a Steam or Skype? <w>

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He hates me...

</3

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Not even my stupid Pokémon game is co-operating with me...

I wasted far too many balls on a stupid Lv. 5 fish and all my training attempts are failing...

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...It's no use.

No matter what I do, I'm screwed.

Even if I put myself out of my misery, I'm screwed...

Even if I magically become what everyone wants me to be, I'm screwed.

F*** me.

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I'm a horrible friend. I'm a horrible member of society. I'm everything you don't want. I'm everything you hate. I'm a traitor.

SO KILL ME!

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So kill me!

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