Journal Entries


June 24 at 7:39am
I remembered my password.

The end

October 3, 2015 at 9:16am
This post is very long overdue, I know. A year overdue at the least. Route 50 came to my mind this morning, along with a lot of other things, as something I did wrong. When I get scared of a situation...I run. I drop the thing I'm scared of and try my hardest to never deal with it again. Today though, I'm facing that head on by making this post to say...

I'm sorry.

To Frostia and Leafio
I'm sorry for not being a good friend when that was something I, both then and now, strive to be. One o… continue reading

Lazy cheetah is lazy

June 25, 2014 at 6:57am
So...Yea. X3 I haven't been on Route 50 much lately.

Mostly, work is to blame. I've been working a fair bit more then usual lately, and given the Alabama humidity in the summer, along with my normal social and home obligations, I haven't had the energy to do...really much of anything lately. I know I've gotten massively behind in Crisis along with just plain not being her. Unfortunately, I don't know how much this will change as once college does start I have classes every day along with ever… continue reading

Do what you want, not what's "right"

May 9, 2014 at 10:14am
Now before it sounds like I'm telling people to do terrible things because they want to, let me explain. XD

In League of Legends, I've reached an...unusual point. My primary character in League of Legends is Soraka, a dedicated healer in a game designed around beating the ever loving snot out of people. In a game where some characters can have up to 7 offensive skills, she has 1. She does, however, b… continue reading

Hypocrisy and contradictory

May 5, 2014 at 8:18am
If you've known me for long, you know I pride myself on honesty and straight forwardness, often to the point of chiding people for contradicting themselves or showing hypocrisy.

If I wasn't the king/queen of it myself, it might actually have some impact. |D

It's funny that a song I admit to having little meaning and mostly being a good beat and seemingly random lyrics would make me have some massive insight into life.

If you where to ask me what I like in a song, I would say strong voca… continue reading

What is love?

May 3, 2014 at 8:18pm
You know, besides a way to troll people with a song?

First off: Sorry for all these deep journal posts. I've been looking for a place to put this stuff for a while and my Journal has just seemed like a good place. Now, back to the depths of my weirdness mind.

A long time back I believed in true love, that magical moment used in so many movies. I believed in it whole heartedly, that some day I would find that special someone, we'd look at each other and we'd just "know".

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