I'm really emotional about cats
hello hello I am twiggy!!
I'm a tiny forest mage who loves sinnoh, music, video games, cats, martial arts, turtwig, luxray, emoticons, books, punctuation, manga, dreams, stationery, fountain pens, trees, and the flower forget me not.
update on my life bc I don't get to talk to you guys enough, ever
// this probably won't be proofread depending on how much I think of to say just saying :'DD //
I have yet to play breath of the wild and I think about that fact at least 1x per day. usually accompanied by The Saddest Face. also I LOVE ROBOTICS but on the downside I haven't slept since the war? what is a bed....I don't think I remember anymore I just like.. get up from my desk chair, fall into my bean bag, and enter this anxiety/planning/nervous reflection mental tornado
I have an essay due in a day that counts as pretty much half of a course grade for this quarter and I'm ready for the sweet, merciful embrace of death ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
anyway....I love my cat a lot... she's good to me. I wish I could spend my days away from all human contact other than the select few people I choose and mostly 1 on 1 interactions I am just always drained when I've gotta be w/ people other than the Squad.
talk to me and Rosebunny about gemstones!!! we r nerds. whoohoo
the strokes will always be my favorite band & I just want to reiterate that because their music has been literally keeping me on my feet this past week or so.. I'll add some links in here later but I'm too lazy now also I've spent long enough away from the work I need to get done!
I'm learning to drive! it's scary and I don't like cars, though it's nice to be able to sing along to songs the few times I drive anywhere by myself.
there's a possibility that I've been compartmentalizing too much? not sure if that's the right word for it but something along those lines. it's almost easy, now, to lock things away. there's someone I need to help, but I don't think I can... though I am the only hand that turns to pull them from the cliff, my arm shimmers with a poison unique to harm them.. and so, the choice that my existence has left them is one between two cruel endings. I have to keep them safe!
I got a new pencil case, and it's really cute and sweet and the perfect size and it makes me get a couple degrees warmer with stored sunlight when I open it. things like that make me really happy! I like pens, and stationery, and small cases. they're very practical..
I've found a new favorite book that has realigned the stars and sun to constellations in its name. what a joy, and how fascinating. I miss being able to take the leisure of reading, luxuriously, soaking in the ink.. though I keep several different journals, for different types of things. they keep me grounded just as well, if not better.
well... this has been a refreshing break, and I'm glad that I took it! but it's time for me to return to my work. the lists of things to do seem endless, however I'm doing my best, slowly, surely. all I can hope is that "slowly" will coincide with the time allocated :'D
okay!!! until next time. luv u guys!! <3