I'm really emotional about cats
hello hello I am twiggy!!
I'm a tiny forest mage who loves sinnoh, music, video games, cats, martial arts, turtwig, luxray, emoticons, books, punctuation, manga, dreams, stationery, fountain pens, trees, and the flower forget me not.
happy new years, guys! I'm just hanging at home tonight, and wanted to take some time to share some thoughts :'D
first, as always, a song. I'm in a weird sort of mood tonight, as I'm unused to spending new years alone, among other things. this song just....gets it. pls listen.
I've become incredibly enraptured with this band. The lead's voice is captivating and their lyrics provoke emotions in me I can't quite name. anyway, they're lovely. if anyone's interested I have about a dozen other tracks to recommend :'^DD
(( quick side thought I also started using the nose in those emojis (yknow like :^) vs :) or others) and tbh that was possibly the best decision I made this whole year. just looking at those ridiculous faces makes me smile. do not judge me my dudes ))
it's been a long and tumultuous year, without a doubt.. I'll be glad to start fresh. I do think I've learned a lot this year though, about myself or otherwise. I hope to be able to carry those things through the coming year and turn the negativity from this year into something more positive >:0!!
on the brighter note of things I've learned this year : I've come to some important realizations about my friends, and our relationships as we mature. also, I think my writing has really grown into itself..!! ;; I've worked really hard on a lot of pieces, and I hope to have more prompts for the secret series soon to give me more to think about :'^) I do want to upload at least something here at least, but I've been spending a lot of time on more personal pieces as well as revisiting old, old work. it's been working as an exercise in self-forgiveness / acceptance, I suppose, and I'm happy to have spent so much time on them.
it feels so weird to consider myself.. growing up I guess? college is really scary guys. seriously scary. I don't have any idea where I want to go, and though I scored very well on my first attempt at standardized testing I don't have the stellar straight a's to back it up. my parents and I are also looking hopefully down two very different paths which my future education might take. I dunno lol we'll see what happens :"^)
I think a lot of what else I want to say I covered in my year in summation that I'll submit shortly after writing this. it's been fun, dear friends, and I'm looking forwards to this next year with you!!