Personal stuff, and apology.
October 7, 2016 at 9:01pm
The year is 2016. This year, I developed completely different worldviews and beliefs, for better and for worse. I now realize how awful the religious community I'm a part of can be and how exclusive and hateful they can be, and for years they've been force feeding me lies and that I have to deny the stuff I like and my own identity just so I can please society, otherwise I'm apparently going to hell. I want to apologize if I've ever made any of you uncomfortable by expressing my religious beliefs at the time, or if I've ever said something wrong or hateful. I've changed a lot since then. I believe that everyone deserves to be loved no matter what, and it doesn't matter what someone's beliefs or preferences are, they're just as human as the rest of us. For years I've been denying my own identity and I think it's time that I should to come out and tell you all that I'm accepting who I am. I am bisexual/asexual... or uh... I guess biromantic is a better way to put it. I live in a community that looks down upon those who are different in this aspect, and it's gotten a lot harder for me now that I'm starting to solidify this about myself. Every day now, I have to lie about who I am just so I won't get spat on by my family or the community I'm a part of, and it makes me sick to think that just because I was born this way, people have the right to treat me like trash. Everyone thinks that being LGBT is a choice, but I never chose to be like this... I hope you all can understand and accept me now that you know the truth... I trust every single one of you and I don't know what I'd do without you guys...