how to reach me
• if i feel comfortable with u, we can exchange phone numbers. just pm me!
• my discord is deaconblues#4630
• my summoner name is the nightfly
• my battle tag is deaconblues#11167
• my dead tumblr
i like video games, esports, music, movies, tv shows, mysteries, writing, and standup comedy.
when im not shitposting or memeing (forgive me), i mainly post things i find funny or interesting. i tend to keep to the stream mostly. sometimes i chill in the chat.
heres some more info about me and the things i like.
music: (kinda) in order from fav of favs to just fav, i like steely dan, king crimson, king gizzard & the lizard wizard, thee oh sees, emerson lake and palmer, gentle giant, radiohead, mgmt, rush, st. vincent, dire straits, caravan, foxygen, the soft machine, blue öyster cult, the lemon twigs, the police, hawkwind, porcupine tree, björk, styx, jethro tull, pink floyd, billy joel, magma, any classic rock really, And So Much More™.
esports: i mainly follow the league of legends scene. i regularly watch na + eu lcs. i try to watch lck. i catch highlights of other regions, and follow all major tournaments. my favorite team is cloud 9 (i used to like gravity, but they are no more...). i also like 100 thieves and g2 (croatian pride). i watch twitch streams basically 24/7. i've been looking to delve into other esports scenes, like cs:go and overwatch. honestly, get me started on lolesports and i can't shut up haha
games i play: mainly world of warcraft and overwatch. i hardly play league of legends anymore. also, pokemon (i've been playing since pearl), animal crossing new leaf, and guild wars 2.
pokemon: fav mons are absol, mantyke, seviper, ninetales, mimikyu, arbok, houndoom, rotom, dragalge. fav type is ghost.
fav comedians: mitch hedberg, bo burnham, tig notaro, bill burr, norm macdonald, john mulaney, george carlin, conan o'brien.
fav shows: quantum leap, seinfeld, psych, monk, the office, iasip, preacher, columbo. i don't watch tv as much as i should lol.
fav movies: i don't watch too many movies either, oops. but, i like the untouchables, warcraft, kill bill vol.1 and vol.2, o brother where art thou, and goodfellas.
more fav things: color is green, food is white chocolate, season is autumn or winter.
if u read all that ily.
p.s. if you have any recommendations of things i might find cool, or just a silly joke or video u think i would like, u should totally show me!! ♡
p.p.s don't be afraid to reach out to me im a lonely nerd. see the widget above.
I WAS SUPPOSED TO WRITE THIS over A MONTH AGO,
its been an absolute minute i have stuff i have needed to say that i have been too lazy/busy to write (ive actually been writing this on and off for like 2 months now) hooooooo
c o n c e r t o s
so this is probably gonna be my last journal before i set off. i worked at Bagel Shop but my boss was a huge bitch so i left and now i work at a gas station operating a series of microwaves. for about a month i had both those jobs, so i worked about 70 hours a week. do not do this. though Bagel Shop paid me much more, i still make more money at gas station because i get 40hrs and i can get as much overtime as i want, they dont care at all.
i have money, but i like buying things, so i dont have as much money as id like.
one of the things i bought, is this boy who sounds delicious and i love him. i love this bass. so much. i will bring it with me when i depart.
my itinerary has been changed a bit, now it is;
aug 27-30 dublin
aug 31-sept 4 galway
sep 5-8 edinburgh
sep 9-12 glasgow
sep 13-16 cardiff
sep 17-24 london
sep 25-oct 2 zagreb
ive got the initial plane ticket and all accommodations booked and paid for but beyond that, not so much. like i said im lacking in money a bit. idk how long i can keep travelling up before i will probably have to return home with my tail between my legs.
i would love to go somewhere and not come back but thats a bit difficult.
either way i m u s t live in another country because i hate this one yeah.
one thing i could do is get citizenship pretty easily if i wanted to in croatia, due to my heritage. i will maybe look into doing that when im in zagreb idk yet.
but i dont know what to do for college and stuff. idk what i want to do, i could think of a few things, but i would love to study music, preferably somewhere in the u.k. but its shitty cause its like u gotta know soooo much stuff just to audition. im going to school so u can TEACH me these things damn. im worried ill have to go back home and to the local community college and take classes, i really dont want to.
at least bass is kinda working for me. i can feel my progress and actively work towards it. i always have a hunger to play. i need to rely on this. id truly like to be on a stage playing the bass in a band. i always have a thing i write ideas in. i dont write songs tho i open a new page and just cringe into the nether before i can write any lyrics down. i also dont sing because people would hear me. i dont know i have many big ideas for what id like to be relating to music.
also all my friends stopped talking to me i try to start conversations in our group chat but they dont respond anymore so yeah. lonely. i cant remember if i did anything wrong, i dont think i did, i would remember if i did.
i dont know anything really, except that i want to study and live abroad. and play the bass in a Band. all i do these days is work and play bass and stress out a lot. im tired now goodbye