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• even though it may say i'm invisible, im quite active on here, checking in daily and such. so feel free to post on my base or shoot me a private message!

• if i feel comfortable with u, we can exchange phone numbers. just pm me!

• my summoner name is designer soap, but i don't play much league anymore.

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hello!! i'm apsa. or katie. whichever u prefer. im a 16yr old girl from chicago.
i like video games, esports, music, movies, tv shows, mysteries, writing, and standup comedy.
when im not shitposting or memeing (forgive me), i mainly post things i find funny or interesting. i tend to keep to the stream mostly. sometimes i chill in the chat.

heres some more info about me and the things i like.

music: i looove classic rock. in addition, my fav bands/musicians are rush, mgmt, billy joel, st. vincent, steely dan, black keys, eagles, tame impala, king gizzard, dire straits, fleet foxes, franz ferdinand, foxygen, And So Much More™.

esports: i mainly follow the league of legends scene. i regularly watch na + eu lcs. i try to watch lck. i catch highlights of other regions, and follow all major tournaments. my favorite team is cloud 9 (i used to like gravity, but they are no more...). i also like dignitas, echo fox, h2k, uol (they were the first team i watched a pro match of), and g2 (croatian pride). i watch twitch streams basically 24/7. i've been looking to delve into other esports scenes, like cs:go and overwatch. honestly, get me started on lolesports and i can't shut up haha

games i play: mainly world of warcraft and overwatch. i hardly play league of legends anymore. also, pokemon (i've been playing since pearl), animal crossing new leaf, and guild wars 2.

pokemon: fav mons are absol, mantyke, seviper, ninetales, mimikyu, arbok, houndoom, rotom, dragalge. fav type is ghost.

fav comedians: mitch hedberg, bo burnham, tig notaro, bill burr, norm macdonald, louis c.k., john mulaney, george carlin.

fav shows: quantum leap, seinfeld, psych, monk, the office, iasip, columbo. i don't watch tv as much as i should lol.

fav movies: i don't watch too many movies either, oops. but, i like the untouchables, warcraft, kill bill vol.1 and vol.2, o brother where art thou, and goodfellas.

more fav things: color is green, food is white chocolate, season is autumn or winter.

if u read all that ily.

p.s. if you have any recommendations of things i might find cool, or just a silly joke or video u think i would like, u should totally show me!! ♡
p.p.s don't be afraid to reach out to me im a lonely nerd. see the widget above.

Journal

THE SUMMER OF APSA -- CHAPTER 1 -- ADULTING

June 6 at 3:23pm

wow for the most part things have been going really well for me so im super happy

things that are good:
ill start w/ my birthday, which was the 3rd, i turned 17;
it was really nice, because it was on a saturday my dad was home. so i woke up that morning and get out of bed and theres this big ass box with a bag beside it and im like wtf so i open the big ass box first and its a fricking TURNTABLE for RECORDS and stuff and im like holy heck but then im like,, i dont have any records
that problem was remedied by looking in the bag which had, 3 RECORDS. the first was eagles - in the long run. then there was rush - all the world's a stage, and third one was steely dan - gaucho. so i just kinda sat there for a while as i LITERALLY HELD IN MY HANDS THE MUSIC FROM MY FAVORITE BANDS (hey that rhymes). so my dad and i fiddled around with the turntable but it didnt work FeelsBadMan. he said he'd get another one online and i was like Neato.

yesterday i started driving lessons (yeeeeeah i was a little late on those). i was nervous, but it was really chill. i go monday-thursday in the afternoon for basically the entire month, and i have to do 4 behind the wheel sessions. i dont have my permit yet, so i will get that probably next week.

ALSO YESTERDAY i fricking OPENED MY OWN CHECKING ACCOUNT??? LIKE AN ADULT DOES???? ITS MY OWN DEBIT CARD, ITS GOT MONEY ON IT??? 30 dolleroos which i spent like 20 on overwatch lootboxes (I WANT THAT SYMMETRA SKIN). and then i LOGGED THE PAYMENT IN A fricking TRANSACTION REGISTER likE ADULTS DO IT FELT SO GOOD I FEEL RESPONSIBLE!!

last week i CLEANED AND ORGANIZED MY ROOM and its nice now. and ive been making sure to stay on top of tidying it up (which is really just simple things like emptying the trash bin, taking out dirty clothes etc.)

and i have been partaking in various HEALTHY HABITS, for a while now. things that i normally neglected to do,, I DO THEM NOW, almost as regularly as THE AVERAGE PERSON. (little by little yanno). my sleep schedule is MOSTLY GOOD. and when it gets NOT GOOD i regulate it within a day or two. also i play the guitar NEARLY EVERY DAY even if its just for a little bit. i have been EATING HEALTHIER and i have lost 15 pounds So Far. i noticed i feel more Energetic.

and i have a journal app on my phone in which i write about how the day/past few days have been going, reflect on things, log my weight, and write goals. GOALS, GUYS. iif you would have told me a few months ago i was doing pansy shit like Writing Goals i wouldnt have believed you. but they help me keep on track, and motivate me.

the best part of all this good stuff is that i have managed to maintain this for a long time. and yes i have the occasional bad day when my mood is bad or i get off track or lose a lot of motivation. and YOU KNOW WHAT i just FORGIVE MYSELF and then either TRY AGAIN THE NEXT DAY or SALVAGE THE REST OF THE DAY and DON'T FALL INTO A PIT OF OFF TRACK DAYS (for example in the past i would have a bad day, say i eat something that goes over my daily calorie allowance, i'd be like u know what screw it i already trashed my day lets just eat whatever). but i dont do that anymore!

also lcs has started again >:3 so thats something to look forward to

things that are bad:
my hair is still falling out :(

i feel often feel overwhelmed about all the Adult Stuff i have to do now (going to the dmv to get my permit and learning to drive in general, i will be looking for a Job this fall, what im gonna do for college etc.). it seems to me like i'm trying to catch up to people my age who already have their drivers license, have jobs, know what they wanna do in life, have picked out colleges. and i still dont know a lot of basic things about Being An Adult. i also feel like i won't have as much free time.

sometimes i have bad days, where i dont meet certain goals i set. but like i said earlier, i usually feel okay.

THERE ARE SO MANY SPIDERS IN MY HOUSE OH MY GOD THERE WERE LIKE A MILLION WHEN I CLEANED MY ROOM, yesterday i was walking into the kitchen when a SPIDER DANGLED DOWN LIKE AN INCH FROM MY NOSE and theres literally an actual spider nest forming in the family room (i looked online at what they look like and Can Confirm it is indeed a spider's nest), which i urged my mom to take care of. i dont go in the family room much, but still. she said she would vacuum it up today.

stress caused by my family. which prompted my breakdown yesterday, the first ive had in a reaaaaally long time.


SO that happened.

but other than that i feel good.


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#C9WIN #DIGWIN #H2KWIN #G2WIN #UOLWIN
don't let ur dreams be memes

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dignitas: wins game 1
me: good job guys (: finish the job cleanly (: you can do it (: (: (:
immortals: wins game 2 really hard, like REALLY REALLY REALLY HARD
me: its ok dignitas!! you were one game up already (: so all you need to do (: is win one more game (: i know it looks rough but i believe in u guys!! (: bounce back and think positively (: and u can win (:
immortals: wins game 3. just. demolishes dignitas. like just totally crushes them. complete domination. absolutely disgusting. manhandled. honestly very disturbing to watch. flagged as not safe for work. determined to be illegal. game footage is banned in over 46 countries.

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me: (slogging through my youtube account for the regular things i watch; game highlights, stream highlights, shitty overwatch guides, clickbait league videos etc.)
suddenly youtube hits me with this - Recommended For You: Jake Gyllenhaal Cutest and Funniest Moments
now, before i proceed, it is vital that you take these points into consideration;
1) i could hardly remember who jake gyllenhaal was
2) i can't remember ever watching/reading/browsing anything with jake gyllenhaal in it
3) i actually had to google how to spell his name
4) absolutely nothing in my search history or past web browsing, or anything of that manner, on any device or account of mine, has indicated any interest in jake gyllenhaal whatsoever
but i'll be damned if i didn't watch that entire video and several others of similar content and guys i am here for jake gyllenhaal

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ALRIGHT GUYS I KNOW I SAY "OMG THIS CHANGED MY LIFE" AND THINGS LIKE THAT A LOT BUT THIS ACTUALLY DID CHANGE MY LIFE... SPOILERS FOR THINGS

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OK I JUST FINISHED MY BEHIND THE WHEEL
so it was me, the teacher, and this other kid from my class. i drove for an hour and a half, then he drove for an hour and a half. whoever wasn't driving just kinda chilled in the back seat. it was >V E R Y< Stressful at first. i drove around in an abandoned parking lot for a bit, then drove in the suburbs behind my house. teacher said i did well for someone with so little experience, but i still have A LOT of work to do. also like the one time i stepped on the brake too quickly, the teacher was drinking tea so he spilled it all over himself OOPS. it wasnt hot though, and he just laughed it off as i apologized profusely lol.

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I HAVE MY FIRST BEHIND THE WHEEL TOMORROW AT 7AM
naturally i was panicking because i'd never even fricking been Behind The Wheel before, and i didn't know diddly about cars and shit and what all the buttons and switches did.
so i just came home from a big parking lot. my dad took me there and showed me what all the buttons and switches and things did. and i Drove. and turned. and parked. my dad said i did great, and he judged my performance on whether or not he was scared lol. apparently i did A LOT better than my sister. he gave me an 8/10, but a 5/10 on parking. FeelsGoodMan

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makeup blows my mind man, it can take someone from a 2 to a 10, it's wacky
thats why ive always been afriad to wear it, it feels to me like it's almost... misleading?? what if i dont wear makeup one day and people run away from me screaming in horror. also i dont know the First thing about makeup, and it sounds like a real hassle

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on my ever-growing list of potential names is lorelei
i would be lying if i said my choice isn't influenced by this styx song

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im about to run headfirst into a brick wall who's with me on this

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MY MOM BOUGHT A LOT OF RICE PUDDING IT'S TIME TO PARTY

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(looks at cloud 9)
(looks at dignitas)
(looks back at cloud 9)
(looks back at gravity dignitas)
(sweats)
i mean come on, dignitas has 4 former gravity members, and my 2 favorite players of all time ever
(sobbing) pls guys im not a bandwagoner i swear, i always thought dignitas were a cool team, i really like lod and big and ssumday, and cool dad saint believing in shrimp, and other various dignitas memes...... i mean the whole reason im a cloud 9 fan was because gravity disbanded and i needed to find a new team to root for..... but now that dignitas is like, basically gravity........ but then again, i love cloud 9 as well.......... right now im at like, 51% love for cloud 9 and 49% love for dignitas.... (gross crying now) YOU CAN BE A FAN OF TWO TEAMS RIGHT???? RIGHT GUYS?!?!1 PEOPLE DO THAT ALL THE TIME AND OH GOD I'M HAVING AN IDENTITY CRISIS CLOUD 9 PLAYS DIGNITAS NEXT WEEK

actually i just realized......... no matter what happens, i'm the real winner here because i get to see cop in a suit

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AAARGH I'M SO FRUSTRATED YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!! my short term memory is soooo bad. i forget what i was about to say, i get the "it's on the tip of my tongue feeling" a lot, i'll walk into the kitchen and be like, "wait why did i come in here again?". today my sister and i were talking about the games yesterday and i struggled to remember the highlights.
so now i make a reminder list. it kinda helps.

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straight up, i am the most indecisive person i know
it's comical really

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4 former members of gravity are now on team dignitas
#revivegravity

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have my own checking account....... and drivers permit......................... the times they are a-changin'

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yeah nothing makes sense anymore

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THEY JUST WON OH MY GOD ROCCAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

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