Journal Entries


April 5 at 4:49pm
suhhhh dudes. life has been 7/10.

> work <
theyve been putting me on drive more (last week i was on drive 3 times). i was kinda :/ about it at first, but i dont mind it as much now because i have the experience and feel more confident on it. on the 3rd day i didn't make any mistakes (not to say that i make mistakes a lot, its just occasional little things like remembering to repeat the order back to them, queue up drinks, etc.) time management, speed, proactivity, and communication ar… continue reading

work journal

March 21 at 7:43am
yesterday was z e s t y guys
so we've been super short-handed these past few days (but we are getting new employees soooo). things are really disorganized and stuff. well, one of the fans in the kitchen stopped working and the restaurant filled up w/ smoke. the fire alarm started going off. and it kept going off. like, D would run to turn it off, and seconds later it would start up again lmao. meanwhile literally all of us are like :3 cause it really breaks up the monotony, yanno? one of my cow… continue reading

thanks 4 the reminder :)

February 17 at 11:03pm
this journal is about my Job

its going great tbh i love my job my coworkers are great and its a good challenge and i think they like me there?? anyway let me spin you some tales of my work so far

> yesterday two of my coworkers (C and D) found like, pills?? loose pills? under the counter and they were like "wtf" so were making all these jokes about these mysterious pills and D was like "nah but seriously... what are these?" and i, in my infinite knowledge (more like,… continue reading


January 3 at 6:33pm
hey its ur gal apsa here w some Life Updates! things are going Awesome so im happy~~~~~

general stuff [hide] i asked my doc to up the dosage of my adderall the smallest he could (because i noticed that it lost effectiveness the longer/more consistently i took it, and that meant i was developing a tolerance, which worried me because its adderall were talkin about, so...). i'm still taking a really small dose, but i feel like it's made a lot of difference! it doesn't fall off anymore, and it ju… continue reading

job journal. jobnal

December 11, 2017 at 5:24pm

right so i walk into the best buy w/ my portfolio n shit and say i have an appointment at 4 with the assistant manager named tim. i was 10mins early so i just scoped out the store, the employees looked not dead inside so that was a plus. at 4 on the dot tim walks out and i was expecting Assistant Manager Tim to be some middle aged grouchy guy (idk why) but he was actually an early 20… continue reading

some quick reflections

November 8, 2017 at 10:40pm
this is mostly pertaining to emotions during school and social interactions. irritability + bitchiness + resentment + loneliness + sadness... there have been some changes for the past couple months in the way i act during school, and i have no idea what to think/feel about it

this is just a smaller thing before i get to the main topic here, but... ive been feeling, especially lately, people seem to take and take from me, and don't give back. don't really consider my feelings much, or what i w… continue reading