I'm afraid people might judge me.....

Whenever I might tell people... I have a slight obsession over World War 2.

I'm afraid they'll think I'm some kind of Nazi lover.
I'm Jewish.
I think what Hitler did was absurd.
His reasons are just.
They anger me.
When it angers me, I want to know more about the purpose for Nazi's.
I even want to know more about Joseph Stalin and the Red Army in the Soviet Union.

I'm not CRAZED over it.
It's just something I'm shocked and want to know more about.
It hurts knowing that your type of religion had to suffer in the Holocaust all because of one man's reign.
He decided what he liked and his orders where succeeded.

I can't control the past.
But I can learn about it.

The Nazi symbol scares me.
But interests me.
Why THAT particular design?
What does it symbolize?
Certainly not equality.

I'll never know enough.
And everyone won't get justice from that bastard's action's.
So I'll sit here.
And learn.

And hope that you won't judge me for wanting to learn about something that happened decades ago.
I like history.
I hope you can accept that and you don't believe I'm insane and evil.
That is all.

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Hannahmypet^cool

 

February 23 at 11:38am

Wow. I understand, actually. It's horrible, but... fascinating. It makes sense, actually- that you're interested in it, I mean. It's just one of those things that's just so awful you have to know more about it. The most fascinating things are the worst. I'm probably not helping, but... Just going to say, I understand what you mean. /nods

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Atticus

 

February 23 at 11:43am

Thank you. ^^

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