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what's up, i'm nash. i'm a twenty year old college student studying music somewhere in northern ireland. i'm a singer/keys player for my band. i also dabble in illustration and traditional animation, and i used to be one of the devs for feralheart unleashed, where i focused primarily on animating and character modelling. i like retro stuff, live music, parties, zoology, linguistics, summer trips, rich sunlight, hotels, and the everlasting expanse of space. oh, and tigers.

i spend a lot of time supporting my local indie scene whether that's through my art or via the centre of the moshpit! (just kidding. i hate moshpits. i'm 5'2.) i volunteer at my local spca and some day i'd love to work with animals full-time, so next year i'm studying to be a veterinary assistant! i have a chinchilla called wilhelm and a cat called arlo!

you can find me on discord @ nash #1986!

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it's been well over a year since my last entry! wack!
i guess i speak for everyone when i say this year has been hectic, but despite everything it's been one of my happiest. though tumultuous.

starting around december last year i was a dev for feralheart unleashed (a new version of feralheart, an mmo you might be familiar with) and i got a lot of experience with character modelling but it wasn't without its hardships. eventually the drama and backstabbing got to be too much so i stepped down

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what the heck hi r50! it's been just over a year since i last posted here, i'm honestly not sure what happened! but it's good to be back. (i hate this username)

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who knew it would be another nine months after my first journal entry that i'd write the second -- that's a full term. that's a whole-ass baby!
things have been, without consideration, really wild. i guess i'll start where i left off.
i ended up getting into my chosen college. i studied film for a month but had difficulty making friends and the physical work was difficult -- i have dyspraxia which, for those unaware, means i have a lot of difficulty with my motor skills. long story short, i ab

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definitely doing an actual journal/blog update tonight i stg... be prepared..... >:)

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big ole venty blog entry coming soon methinks

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hey so i know today is the Day of Jokes but is there like. a medical descriptor or anxiety disorder that aligns with the constant mood of "fine but not really"?? asking for a friend

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BIG PATRIOTIC VIBES HAPPY SAINT PATRICK'S DAY OOH YEAH

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hewo!

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henlo here is my new sona if you draw them i will literally cry a lot

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hello r50! i live! i'm still here i missed this site guhsgui will journal soon about what ive been up to because life has been all kinds of crazy lately!!

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I am born

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HELLO EVERYONE it's been a while!!! gonna do more life updatey journal things p soon, i really really missed this site! college sucks up a lot of my time but recently i've been slowly distancing myself from other sites i.e. deviantart but i hope to stay here because r50 is Soft and Warm yknow

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im eating kfc alone. i have peaked in loneliness

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YEEHAW i'm back from arctic monkeys!! i will journal about it + other things once college gets off my back a little bit haha

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College Student Living is walking 15 minutes through torrential rain and wind to get costa only to find you do not have enough money or time to get costa

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i was really sad today and my boyfriend sent me winnie the pooh gifs i'm so blessed i love him so much!!!! i just wanna scream it from the rooftops I hecking love my boyfriend so much I'm going to c r y

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flltn posted "001" to their journal.

so i'm finally finished with school!! i got my exam results yesterday, which determine whether or not I get into college -- i passed everything, even the geography exam I was sure I flunked. I aced art, music and english, which are my three favourite subjects, so I couldn't be happier!! I won't know for sure until monday whether or not I got into my chosen college but I have high hopes! ✨
it's amazing what the last couple of months of school can do for you. my life has changed so much, and fo

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probably gonna start journalling on here!! since I have more time now + r50 is such a safe place, god bless ✌️

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