Posted November 10, 2020 at 8:19am

it's been well over a year since my last entry! wack!
i guess i speak for everyone when i say this year has been hectic, but despite everything it's been one of my happiest. though tumultuous.

starting around december last year i was a dev for feralheart unleashed (a new version of feralheart, an mmo you might be familiar with) and i got a lot of experience with character modelling but it wasn't without its hardships. eventually the drama and backstabbing got to be too much so i stepped down; i lost a lot of friends and it has been lonely but i've been doing okay.

harkening back to my last journal, i started a new college in september 2019, which seems like a lifetime ago now, where i've been studying music, and while i don't intend to commit myself to studying it after this year, i've loved every moment of it. i've made so many friends and so many experiences over the last year, it's been insane!

i've finally figured out what i want to do with my life. after spending last summer volunteering at my local spca, i've realized working with animals suits me down to the ground. so while i intend to keep writing, drawing and playing music as a hobby, those career paths aren't for me. next september, all going well, i intend to study to be a veterinary assistant! the course is part-time and it's only a year long but has lots of work experience, plus my boyfriend's mother is actually doing it this year so i have that insider look before i make my final decision, hehe.

i'm... struggling to think of anything to write, despite how much has happened. i have plans for a webcomic atm so i guess that's pretty cool. i'm also in a band for the time being! i'm the lead singer/keys player. that's pretty sweet. it's cool to have creative outlets that don't cause stress. i guess that's it for now but i probably will do a few more journals, and more frequently! it's super cathartic; even if no one reads them, something about getting it out is so good, and this is probably the only site i'd be comfortable doing it. thanks for reading if you did, i hope everyone is well!

November 10, 2020 at 4:04pm
it's wonderful to hear that overall you're moving towards positive things in your life, though it's come with the loss of some friends. veterinary work is so excellent.. the program sounds great!!! keep us posted on the webcomic, as well as any music your band releases! :') really glad to see you around again!
November 12, 2020 at 12:26pm
ah thanks twiggy!! i will do!!