So my absence here on r50 was because of me being preoccupied by a lot of things on social media
During that time I was emotionally hurt by a lot of people that made me feel horrible because something that rarely happens happened....I trusted the wrong people. I became extremely emotionally vulnerable (especially because a dear family member passed away recently) so everything hurts but I talked it through with friends and family so that I wouldn’t commit suicide and surprisingly it turned out mostly fine. I’ll probably be spending a lot more time here now but you can probably expect a lot of emotional breakdown notes from me.
I’m just glad that I didn’t hurt myself or anybody else and that (at least for now) life is worth living again!!