It's hard, and no one understands.
Idk ever since that page where it talks about Jack being the "cancer", I've kinda had this headcanon that universal necesity or whatever just kinda chose to have him to embody the cancer, and at some point he mighta hated it/himself. You know, kinda like being forced into a monster? Aha I like to make this crap melodramatic. ;)
So yeah, just messing around with perspective, emotion, tried some Sadstuckish material here?
Let me know what you think, heh P:
Jack Noir (c) Andrew Hussie, art is me :3